Some Birthday Thoughts…
Today is my 30th Birthday! Today comes with a bit of a challenging reminder for me, however. June of this year will be 15 years for me having multiple debilitating chronic health conditions, which is HALF of my life. Becoming ill at 15 and having my whole world flipped upside down is not something anyone could ever anticipate or plan for. My life now is not how I hoped, planned, or dreamed it would be (which is exceptionally difficult for someone like me who is goal-driven and a planner). But despite living a significantly altered, slow, and quiet life in a world that’s extremely uncertain and scary for people in my community (and SO many people in other communities), I’m still grateful for many things. I’m grateful for my family and friends who have stuck by me and advocated for me. I’m grateful for doctors who take patients seriously and are compassionate and kind. I’m grateful for Medicaid, which enables me to be able to afford the quality-of-life improvement medications that keep me from being completely bedridden. I’m SO grateful for finding new crafts and hobbies, learning more about ones I’ve done all my life, and connecting with so many people in this amazing crafty community.
Creating is truly therapeutic for me, and I’m grateful for every moment I have the strength to create. It helps me to think and process life while my hands stay busy with a project. It has become my go-to source of joy and fulfillment over the years. And more recently, I’ve really enjoyed sharing my makes with all of you!
Almost everyone you talk to has a “something” in their life that’s challenging or painful. Many of us with a “something” look for a bright spot or a way to bring some joy into our lives, and I am grateful that I have found that mine is creating. I know many of you feel the same way and are here in this community sharing your creations, too! Sending love to anyone who needs it right now; I hope you all keep making, sharing, and finding joy whenever and wherever you can!
